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Originally Posted by spikes
I need help. I can't do this anymore. I hurt my family, and I'm just a burden on them anyways. I'm sick of the pain that is whatever the hell I have. I'm overwhelmed by this life. I cant take it. I see my new therapist Thursday and my new doctor Monday. I'm really not safe but I cant go back to the hospital for a third time this year. They wont help anyways...
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So sorry Spikes. It sounds like you are in a really tough spot. I'm glad your therapist appointment is soon. Hopefully they can help while you wait for your pdoc appointment.
Are there any coping skills that work well for you? I've found different things work at different times. I know it is just a temporary distraction, but a bunch of distractions strung together can equal a day of activity.
I know you don't want to go back to IP, but please don't hesitate to get more help if you need something immediate. I'm pulling for you. Hugs.