I am in fact, homeschooled. Although I would like to go to high school, get into a good college and study Radio Physics. And Art too.

And I'm actually pretty anti_social. I'm always reading people and I never really understand them. Attachment doesn't really come easily anyways. But that doesn't mean I don't want a "pack" so to speak. And I want to pick my companions for their personality traits, I need to know I can trust them.

And I appreciate that you think so. The present and the future are actually some of the most confusing times I've faced thus far. I least with the past, despite how painful, what's done is done. I can't change it. But with the future and present it's like walking blind into a battle. The blind leading the blind.

Although I find some enjoyment in learning and observing. Which is why I want to become a scientist, because if there is something I don't understand I can study it. I can teach myself to understand it. I often spend all night reading articles, instead of sleeping... drives my parents nuts. Now that I think about it, I can't help but smile, its very amusing.