Thank you for your faith in me, I have discussed this with Madison (my mom's fake name) and we agree to start interviewing this Friday.

And I do know who I want to be like. My stepsister, yes, my dad married again. Although I'm fond of my new stepmother. As we both have had rough childhoods. I admire my step sister's happy_go_lucky_with_a_pocket_full_of_change attitude. But she is also notoriously fierce. Not one to mess with, that's for sure. And she has a depth to her and deep understanding and kindness for others. So much like myself yet so different. I'm sure if I could contact her, she would help me.