Erti ya think that woman was the worst mother, she was an abusive drunk that had a trail of men in and out of the house with young children around. I had to be friendly with her man friends sometimes a different one every night. I don't know how she maintained a job.
she inflicted damage on me that is not fit to put in print. She was mentally ill i am sure, its part of how i forgave her and let her pass on without any hard feelings in January.
I would have really liked a mother over the years but we were estranged sense i moved out at 17 , i never went back and kept my distance.