I am so depressed that I can barely function. It takes all my energy to get out of bed. Forget showers or cleaning or going anywhere

supposed to go to my counselor tomorrow but absolutely don't have the energy or desire. What is the use.

I don't know anyone here enough to talk to and in chat I am too scared to really talk. Its just a mess and I am so tired of trying.

I have did and of the people who want to stay in this world there is only 1. that is not so good odds I think, cause sometimes I am still losing time and not aware of things I do.

anyway just want to say that