Shirley1221: I know your pain, being so tired to not be able to move, not wanting a shower or even eat, but you need to go to your session. Can someone take you? Can you call your Pdoc or T.? We need you here to help others and you will certainly be missed. We all care about you and it does help to just open up and rant or just a casual talk. By talking about your pain it will help me and others who need it so don't give up. Write another post today ok? bear hugs to you.......pj56