A real down day today for me. I was told by the manager at where I live that I would have to pay the rent by Cashier's Check for the next three months since I had those rejects in paying online twice. It's not really her making that decision, it's the Management's call. It makes me feel like I'm being punished or on probation. Well at least the Cashier's Check doesn't cost anything to use, but it's an inconvenience. I'd rather pay by regular check. I paid the rent twice by my checking account and there was never a problem. It was that unexpected expense that caused the problem.

And then at work a new "Work Order" system came out. I thought it was for me to use but it turned out that it was for others. I still had to use the old format. I had struggled with doing a Work Order with the new format. I felt like such an idiot.

So twice I have felt like an idiot or losing my mind because of at home and at work with procedures. I haven't had this kind of problem before or in a very long time. Scary! You would think that I should beat myself up about this. Well, I did!