I've suspected u of crying or tearing up in a session before but you definitely for sure were crying and choked up yesterday . I was telling you about how after 32 years I broke the cycle and said NO to someone abt doing something sexual. I said NO and I said it directly and more than once. And for the first time I said NO and didn't do something I didn't truly want to do. You said I've been trained to not say no. You wiped your eyes n your voice got choked up. You drank some water and leaned back. I didn't want to look at you. I didn't want u to feel embarrassed I guess?

At the end you said you're glad I'm still here, still trying, still fighting

It felt good to hear you say you are proud and to see that you are

But my mind plays tricks on me..."he only did that as a show. It was fake. He faked that"