My brain is being mean to me today, making me anxious and feeling really bad about myself. I feel so frustrated that brains can get so out of whack so easily. I mean of course it makes sense as they are complicated, but how can I get outsmarted by hormones every month? I am also the usual, very tired and lethargic and spacey. It honestly is really embarrassing. I keep trying to hide that I am not feeling well at work, but it's hard because it affects me and I have to act "normal" but am struggling to do a basic thing. And I am trying to learn something challenging right now which makes it even harder. Oh well, I think I am venting at this point. Hope everyone has a great night. I will probably have more optimistic updates in a week or so, but can't promise they won't be pretty low in the near future haha.