Thanks Nx. You are correct when you say that your past defines you. Ive heard people say that it may sound good to want to go back in time and change things but its those things that have made you who you are. WHat doesnt kill you makes you stronger. Bleh. Makes me sick. What doesnt kill you just makes you die even slower. As far as changing the past and changing who I am, Id change the whole damn thing and not give two shits.

Ive just grown to be a real cynical person. Very bitter about a lot of things. I guess thats normal given the situation, huh.

I saw that link Nx, I will check it out in a bit. Thanks.