My reality is quite weird. It somehow responds a little to what drugs or meds I am on at the moment, but it can't really explain what is happening as they are not stuff that makes me dissociate, hallucinate or forget. I don't have any psychosis.

It happens to a lot of people I think, I just think they are unaware, while I do remember a lot of details. Like, they took down a huge tree at the bus stop and I was the only one noticing. Not even people who used the same bus stop every day for years noticed so people go through reality without seeing anything really. So I guess they miss this as well.

I have ADD and I misplace things. Or rather, I don't. I could use that as an explanation, but truth is, things can disappear, once almost from my hand. They usually reappear a few months later.

Also there is a retro video game I basically can't play anymore, because the colors of the pellets in the game shift to another color while they fall. They don't for anyone else so it's not a buggy game, it's just that it happens to me. I have also seen numbers shifting before my eyes.

Just to make it sound even weirder, I sometimes say things that are invalid now, but are valid in a day or a week. Like I told my friend to turn right, but there was no road there and we had lived in that city forever so she thought I was being insane. The day after they had built a road there.

I also received a letter that was quite important but now the info from it isn't true anymore, it seems to never been true. I threw it away so I can't look at it again. I also got another letter that said "Our 20th anniversary" and the year 2000. Which had everyone confused that saw the letter. Now it says 1999. Which makes more sense, but it is a real paper letter so how did it even change?

I feel quite amused I should say, one event totally freaked me out, but the rest I'm OK with. It's just that I have no one to talk to because everyone think reality should be just one thing. I don't have any faith at all and I don't believe in the supernatural, but this is happening and I have to be open minded to it.

So does this happen to other people? Or just me?