It seems like the "problem" isn't necessarely you bonding with them but rather it's you not knowing how to react to deeper emotions and conversations. Am I right or have I got it all wrong? I feel like if someone truly loves they will accept you and your behavior. Someone may be aware of the fact that you don't show much emotion but that you still Love them very much even if you don't say that. It's up to the individual person to Accept your behavior in my opinion. I understand that it may be hard to get to know people this way though. I wish I've had some advice to give to you Feel free to PM me anytime if you need advice and support. I hope you'll be able to meet the right person for you who will TRULY Love you and Accept you for who you TRULY are! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you and your family, theoretical!