Thanks everyone for all of the support. It is really helping me.

I’ve always been a good person with a good heart.

Maybe finding out for sure will empower me to work hard to overcome the symptoms. I have read that some people eventually no longer have enough symptoms to meet the diagnosis any longer. That
offers me hope.

One of the symptoms my T mentioned was the all or nothing thinking and he says that I have a fear of abandonment.

Yesterday, I purchased a bunch of books on the disorder so I can start working on it. I don’t want it to win and mess up my life.

I have a job interview tomorrow but I may not go because I can’t even stop crying.

T did say that because I’m having a really hard time with this, they are going to call me if they have any cancellations..