Thanks you both ennis and mickeycheeky for the kind support, hugs and words. I appreciate your sympathies. I am new here and don't know how to reply individually...

I am new at my job. I am not yet permanent, so I cannot share with them.

If there is ever any discrimination, I cannot prove it. I lost my previous job that i told them about my depression and anxieties. They had no sympathies for me. They fired me.

I don't have anything i want to share with my current job but i just wish i didn't get so triggered and feel trapped at times.