Hugs, do not go back to her. It possible to start over. Since i have been seeing a new therapist, im relizing how my ex-t was doing things wrong with me. I didn't reconize it til a few weeks ago after my third session with this new t i have now. There are good t's out there and i did feel very stuck with my pyschologist for two years, and now i see how much damage it has done and feel like it was all my fault. No therapist should do what she is doing. I would get out and look for a better t. Hugs