Well today was okay actually. It started off kind of dark, but then I had some coffee that pepped me up and was successful at work and that sort of got me out of my mental rumination place. So woohoo I'll take it. Tomorrow I am getting up very early to garden, then maybe I'll relax at the pool or something. I need to be social so my brain doesn't get too wonky. More than a couple days alone with my thoughts leads to rabbit holes and I don't need that.