My head is in ruins! I hate this one minute I feel happy, optimistic, then i feel sad, pissed off. I am so irritated, anxious need someone to talk to. wouldn't it make sense that when we know we're being irrational we can stop it but it doesn't! I can't stop this whirlwind of emotions. Ive had to get a bottle of red wine. I'm not diagnosed with bipolar but is this how it feels? I have battled my mind for 10 years no, only been diagnosed clinical depression as havent told doc full stroy. I am seeing tomorrow, but am nursing, just qualified as a nurse, and am scared of not getting a job. HELP!!!???