Bizi,

I haven't really been able to move on. I still have not been able to forgive her and she hasn't reached out to me in a way I consider appropriate at all, even though I had texted her what it was I was looking for. I find her texts to be cold and condescending. Just like how she dumped me that day to go be with her best friend instead.

But i have realized I've got two steps to take, one is to forgive her and myself for being so long in such a meaningless relationship, and two whether or not to reengage with her, I guess give her another chance.

I can forgive her without ever reaching out again. Does this make sense to anyone?

But then I ask myself why should I forgive someone who hasn't asked for forgiveness?