Had another hospital dream last night. This time I don’t know how I ended up there because I was perfectly fine. I was waiting for RS to visit me but he never did. I also kept forgetting to get my meds so I went without them for five days. Then I felt fine so I decided to go off my meds completely. I don’t know how that went because I woke up.

This dream wasn’t as disturbing as the others because I didn’t self injure or want to self injure, and I didn’t feel trapped at the hospital. So it was ok. Just weird.

It’s insanely hot here today. Like 97 degrees or some ****, heat index 110. And we’re crazy because we’re going to the city where it’s even hotter to go to a museum of medical oddities. But if we can get good parking we should only have to walk a block or two so it should be fine. I’m sure the museum has air conditioning. Can’t let those floating heads and fetal pigs get too hot lol.

Tomorrow I’m not sure what we’re doing, probably just staying inside since it’s supposed to be crazy hot tomorrow too. But thankfully that’s the last day of the heat wave. 83 degrees is going to feel like a dream on Monday!