I'm so sorry, @FearandLoathing40! I'm SURE that you're not alone in your struggles. Are you currently taking any Meds right now? Do you see a Pdoc? Perhaps there are some Meds out there that may help with you libido. Are you seeing a therapist right now? Does he/she help? I certainly hope so! Just try to reach out to ANYONE who may be able to help you. You're not alone. Trust me when I say that. For now, just try to delete your accounts from ALL Social Medias you have so that you won't be tempted to do sexting. Hopefully that will help a little bit! Please hang in there, FearandLoathing40! I wish you the BEST of luck and I hope that you'll be able to get through ALL of your struggles! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and your family, FearandLoathing40, and to ALL the people you Love and who TRULY Love you and Accept you for who you TRULY are! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and your family, FearandLoathing40! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING!