Dearest T.
You've left me with so many gnawing questions, it makes my body ache just trying to run through them all. I don't know if your last minute revaluation was a form of self-soothing in giving me false hope, or a genuine hope for both of us. I wish we'd had time to go over it and be clear on the rules. There's a part of me that's kinda pi**ed with you for this, and another that loves you for it......no change there at least. Please get in touch, even if its just to say you didn't mean it.
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