Sorry I got off topic. I guess my princess would be to be able to feel and act like a normal person so I can quit therapy as soon as possible.

I would like to find that special someone in my life before I die. So far I have never been able to sustain a lasting relationship because they always take on characteristcs of my abusers and I run.

But I would settle with just being a normal person and being able to handle life on a daily basis.