I see a lot of posts here where people say that they cut one night and then feel really horrible about it.

I am going through an episode that has lasted many, many weeks (months?) in which I cut multiple times every single night without fail. Occasionally during the day, as well. I never feel like a failure because the behavior is all I know. I almost feel as though I'd be a failure if I didn't do it. I am aware that the whole thing is out of control.

I know we are all different, but I'm curious to get a feel for what others do.

Do you go through episodes where you cut a lot? Do you just cut once and you are through with it? Do you feel guilty?