How often do you normally see him? Wednesday is coming up so it’s pretty soon. I am not sure what you mean him wanting or not wanting to see you. It’s doctor’s visit, not social call or a date.

I’d agree that office likely doesn’t care about you. Why would they? They just do their job. They aren’t there to care. My t’s office staff is largely clueless. They can’t even get my copay straight let alone anything else.

Hang in there till Wednesday. Not getting any help for 2 months is a bad idea. Telling them you not going to see him for two month because you are upset or can’t get sooner appt is a bit of acting out again. Wait till Wednesday.

Don’t cancel appts and don’t tell them you aren’t going to see him. Find distractions. Go for a walk. Watch a funny tv show.