It's 5:15 AM and like so many 5:15 lately I'm awake sick from whatever I caught in the Domican Republic. All my standard tests came back and I'm on a 2nd antibiotic that works on GI issues. I got a few days break which is the best it's been since I got sick the 28th but I shouldn't still be sick.


I'm getting depressed because I feel so yucky and haven't been out doing much in case I was contagious. The NP said I'm can go out if I am careful with hand hygiene but that doesn't help with needing to be near a bathroom all the time. I'm going to have to do phone therapy today since I've had to cancel the last 2 weeks. And I need in person therapy for most of what I want to say.


I have been allowed to eat whatever I want but 2 days into adding food and here we go again.


I'm just so tired. Physically i'm tired from not feeling well and depression is making me tired because this just sucks.