It really wasn’t about all the issues that I was making a big deal about. It has more to do with this unbearable pain and I’m trying to get it to stop. I talked to my doctor on the phone today. He said that he knew I was in pain.

At least he doesn’t bring up a list of my mistakes when he knows how much pain I’m in.

I really regret ever posting on this forum because now my posts are stuck on here and I wish they could all be deleted.