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I’ve been scarce lately, focused on trying to line up all my ducks: Papers are together. Appointments scheduled. Attorney consultations have been done. Meetings with the divorce mediator start tomorrow.
I can’t stop crying. Why? Right now, crying is ridiculous. I need to keep my head about me. I keep having bad dreams: I’m lost, people keep changing into other people, my car won’t turn the way I need to go. The other night I dreamt I had no face.
This makes no sense. I have been ready for this for a long time, and now I’m falling apart???
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Since you cannot do good to all, you are to pay special attention to those who, by accidents of time, or place, or circumstance, are brought into closer connection with you. (St. Augustine)
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