Yes, I relate as well. It takes me back to my first therapist who I saw when I was 18. She would often look at me when I'm incredibly intense, caring and utterly beautiful expression on her face. It definitely felt like a drug. I find it extremely hard to look at my current t because it feels too intimate (a bit of erotic transference going on as well) so I havent yet experienced her gaze. Her voice is beautiful though, very caring. .