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I have a part that wants the T to want me, to pursue me, to chase me, to yearn for me.
I have a part that wants the T to take care of me, adopt me to make me part of his family.
I have a part that wants the T to think I am skilled and talented that he refers my services and sings my praises to his friends, family and other clients.
I have a part that wants the T to just think I am great people wants wants me in is circle of friends.
I have a lot of wants that can not be full-filled ever. When I think of how they can not be full filled it feels like a hoard of people punching and kicking me.
They need to make crazy glue to glue back all the parts that have shattered off my core self.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
Last edited by MoxieDoxie; Jul 23, 2019 at 05:00 AM.
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