Everyone is rooting for you and wants you to do better. I’ve been reading about your struggles for years and always wanted you to have a better life. Maybe now when your doctor seems to know what causes these problems, you can focus on improving. I don’t believe symptoms and traits of disorder are your mistakes. Not at all.

I understand you are in pain but Wednesday is coming up and then your healing can start. Wednesday is tomorrow. It will be here in no time

Hang in there please