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Originally Posted by WarmFuzzySocks
I’ve been scarce lately, focused on trying to line up all my ducks: Papers are together. Appointments scheduled. Attorney consultations have been done. Meetings with the divorce mediator start tomorrow.
I can’t stop crying. Why? Right now, crying is ridiculous. I need to keep my head about me. I keep having bad dreams: I’m lost, people keep changing into other people, my car won’t turn the way I need to go. The other night I dreamt I had no face.
This makes no sense. I have been ready for this for a long time, and now I’m falling apart???
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WFS—for me there was a similar feeling because of the sudden release of stress once the divorce was final. It was like being outside when it’s cold but not starting to shiver till you get inside.
It takes guts to do what you’re doing, leave a relationship that isn’t working and try to bring it to as balanced an end as possible, instead of closing off the possibility of change and staying in the same old rut.
