I'm starting to feel a little better from my mixed episode. I want to thank Alice in Chains and Seether for surviving that ****. I forgot my meds this morning so I think I'll just skip them (oops). I saw my therapist yesterday and she said it's likely I can go on the injectable for invega. I see my doctor in a couple weeks so hopefully that'll happen and I can lower the zyprexa or depakote a little more. It'll be good to find out what my depakote levels are too, I had the blood work a few days ago. I'm thinking about getting a gym membership so I have somewhere to go and something to do and get in shape all at the same time. I really need to lose a few pounds (or 50).