ugh why am I like this?
I had called T last week and during today's session I paid for the call. The call was only 3 minutes long. T expressed, as she has before, that she doesn't expect a client to pay for a short call. I told her I prefer to pay as it keeps things clear for me.

Afterwards I texted T and told her that I will always want to pay for a call as I dont ever want her doing me a favour or doing anything like she "cares"

I cant seem to help myself