It's amazing how much difference a day can make, or the difference an email from a former T can make. I feel so much better than yesterday. Like magically better. From in crises to almost feeling "normal" I hope it's not some sort of manic trick of the brain or something. I've never actually been manic that I know of, but it's weird to feel happy and hopeful. I like don't know what to do with myself. Besides, obviously, spamming the couch!