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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
Hi tecomsin,
Betrayals can be very toxic, as you know, and as I am finding out. 
I agree it's best to get out asap, if it is feasible. I have found the liar keeps on lying and this, to me, is toxic.
It is also very stressful. I have a fair amount of support to help keep me thinking in a healthy way. Much of my support is right here at PC.
As you also know, the hospital can be very helpful when we need it.
I am very sorry you went through this. It's a horrible experience!
Much Love to You!  |
I also wish you
and the care of people close to you to help you get through the betrayal your husband has put you through. You seem to have a firm foundation and a lot of people who care about you. I hope in some small way to be able to help you too as you begin rebuilding your life step by step.
At the time I was on my own. I only joined PC after my last episode in 2017. Even though I had been no contact with my ex for more than 2 years at that point, I still constructed a paranoid psychosis based on the lies he told me about his personal history. He really screwed with my mind. I thought not only had he bugged my house to spy on me but he was manipulating my environment by making bangs and clicking sounds to keep me awake all night and all through the day too. It was a very intrusive psychosis that I had.
I am thankful that taking a little pill of Rexulti 1mg keeps these kind of paranoid thoughts and hallucinations at bay.