why does it seem like everyone is out to make my life a living hell i just want to live happily and not have this contstant urge to kill myself (this is not a suicide note) it just doesn't seem like the people around me dont realize that i cant handle all the pressure that is on me right now. i feel like telling every one to f**k off and leave me alone nobody seems to realize there is a guy out there who wants to rape me i lost a baby and that my world is falling apart around me

what have i done to deserve this?