Ugh! So L has been on vacation this past week (which hasn't been easy with the depression). She told me to email her Tuesday night to remind her Wednesday day to email me saying she's back. Instead, I've been writing an email to her for the past week telling her how I feel. I was all set to send L the email tonight...literally in just an hour or so. But instead L emails me telling me she's back. She didn't need a reminder email. She remembered me on her own. Now that makes me happy and sad. Do I still send her the email? I think she needs to know how depressed I am. But she did something so meaningful to me, maybe I shouldn't send it and just wait till Friday? I'm not going to do anything any time soon. I don't know! I'll probably rewrite the email.