I admire your strength, @nocom! I'm sure the right person will come to you in due time Just hang in there. Good things will come. I'm glad you at least heave family and friends supporting you. We're here for you as well. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm here for you and so is everyone else when you need advice and support. Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, your family, your friends, and ALL the people you Love and who TRULY Love you and Accept you for who you TRULY are! Don't worry, I am SURE that the right person will come to you someday! Please NEVER give up hope! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING! Hang in there!