Dear T: I'm having SH thoughts again. I wish I could talk to you about them. I mean, I probably will when I see you on Tuesday, but I meant before then. You keep telling me we need to find a viable alternative. Well you didn't use the word viable but that's what you meant. I've never been able to find a viable alternative to SH and I've been doing this too long. Can you help me? Please tell me you can, but only if you mean it. Kit