I hear you. Cutting works when nothing else seems to work. There's nothing else like it. But for me, I'm trying to get to the point, where even though I can't replace Self Harm, I can do lots of other stuff so I don't self harm. I'm not there yet. I cut 4 days ago. But I just feel like we need to keep trying, in face of it all. That it's worth it. That we are worth it. That cutting can't win. I hope you get in to see your therapist soon. I see mine on Tuesday and it still feels far away. HUGS Kit.