It sounds like you have already gone through a curve-ball:
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"as I lost all money I had, due to my mental states a year ago when I would not be able to care about the company and tried to save my children without really understanding the situation."
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It's really important to protect your mental state. It's easy to get sent down a rabbit hole with these people. I wanted to also say that I wouldn't recommend for this reason writing a blog about it. Your number one priority is to protect yourself and the well being of your children, not any people who may or may not read your blog.
Are you getting any kind of therapy to deal with everything?
I also was over mentalizing, over thinking or over intellectualizing everything and that was my downfall.
I still don't understand what the pseudo-nanny means to you. This is a way to describe someone you love that I am not familiar with.
Do you see yourself as a character in a story?