I hear you, @WishfulThinker66! Unfortunately it happens often! People don't have a very clear idea of what it's like to live with MI and it's often assumed that what we seem like on the outside reflects how we feel on the inside. That's not always true I understand your struggles. Don't let it discourage you though. Keep striving for the Best like you're already doing as you deserve ONLY the Best from Live. Keep fighting! I understrand your frustrations! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, WishfulThinker66, and to ALL the people you Love and who TRULY Love you and Accept you for who you TRULY are! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING!