I am happy to have some good news to share! Right now my brain is clear and "back in gear". It feels like my brain gets off gear, like a bicycle when the chain slips or something, and right now while maybe there is something still off in the background most everything is running smoothly. I feel mostly calm, happy, social anxiety is low, obsessive and intrusive thoughts have taken a hike, and I can think clearly about things and mostly focus. Like a fog has lifted and I woke from a nightmare. Let me treasure this moment haha.
I also exercised a little yesterday and had PT today and my pain remained low!
I am thinking about getting some neurocognitive testing. I mentioned it before, but I am not so sure my moods completely explain all my cognitive issues. I also posted about it in the past but if anyone else has stories about this I'd be interested. However I get test anxiety, so could see myself panicking and messing it all up! haha

Sending compassion to everyone, especially those who are struggling right now.