I can't leave. I borrowed someone else's time to get here, time they didn't have.
My parents been told before about bunches of services they could be getting but pride makes them turn the help away.
My sister is about 45 minutes away and is going out of town this weekend. I'm taking the second week of housesitting if things settle here. I'm going to be wrecked from this if I do get to go there.
My doctors are nearer my home, but not very, and I don't have transportation. I'm near a highway, but no public transportation nor even Uber here.
There isn't anyone to take me anywhere I need. I had been codependently borrowing Mom's car because she'll never drive again, but it's broken down. Old cars do that.
I needed to at least go workout for a while today but that's not an option here. My time was 100% consumed by others. Mostly I sat still, cleaned, cooked, and took someone potty.
They don't know what bipolar is, but think I should be able to get over it.
I don't feel better. I feel like right after you pull off the broken toenail. I took a natural sedative, but it's not working at all. So, I'm probably not sleeping much, if at all, again tonight, again. I know how important sleep is, but I haven't been able to fix that for months.