Whrn I begun my healing journey. Before therapy, There was a lot of talk about recovery.
RECOVERY seemed to be at that time to be akin to 'Jason and the argounouts' journey to find the Golden fleece.

It seemed as if there was this concrete thing that one would, gain. Like an olympians medal. 🥉

Now? I don't see it as recovery, more as discovery.

The medal? Well that was an outside reward. There never was an outside reward. Its all inside.

A diconstruction of formal constructions.

I don't identify with the term recovery now. I leave, that to 12step groups and the like.