Maybe if I cared more about myself Fuzzy. But at my time, my dad still has to help me out so I can take care of my family and I am living on the edge of the rope. I really thought that I had gotten past this - before now it had been 4 years. I was so proud of that. Now it's all gone.

I don't feel strong - I feel like an eggshell.

Thanks for caring.

Mary Alice