Hi priceheylein. You appear to be new to Psych Central. We're happy you joined us. I'm sorry, though, that you are feeling so unwell and experiencing such painful things. I second the wise things that fern46 wrote above. I also hope that you will contact your psychiatrist and/or therapist right away, if you have one. If not, I encourage you to notify your general doctor. We want you to be safe and to feel better. Many of us have experienced things similar to what you describe. As fern46 wrote, it is good that you have some insight to know that you're having hallucinations. I'll tell you that proper treatment, therapy, and time will make them stop and you'll feel better.