We talked more about this today. She said when you are co-conscious you still have some amnesia because you aren't totally present. Idk I dont think that makes sense because I remember everything about when I am co-con. She said amnesia is on a low to high spectrum. Anyway, today in session I was struggling between two parts that were fighting. It was extremely hard to sit there and try to look normal while all that was going on. It's not that I am afraid to show my therapist its just that I am used to hiding stuff like that in public so I dont scare people.