I managed to go to the gym Monday and today even though I REALLY didn’t want to. I’m so tired today. I kept falling asleep at work. For like the whole morning. It was awful. I’m ready to call it a night now and it’s only 7:15. I only stayed up till like 11 last night. I don’t know.

I stayed under calories Monday and Tuesday but not yesterday, though it was better than it would have been. I wanted a milkshake but opted for a brownie and the brownie was stale so I only ate a couple of bites. Today I am on track to stay under calories.

I had to cancel my GI appt because of a job interview and I keep forgetting to call back. I’m going to try to remember tomorrow because I’m in pain today.

I’m not weighing myself until Saturday. I don’t expect to lose much. I never do. My meds ruined my metabolism. It takes me forever just to lose one pound, which is why I get discouraged and start overeating again. I’m hoping that won’t happen again this time. I really want to lose this weight.