Hi wildflowerchild,
So the good news is something like: Things are going great! I love RS and he loves me. We have gotten so close, I don't know what I'd do without him. In fact, I am so attached to him, I could be easily hurt.

It's all good! This is Love.
The trying part is: I am so vulnerable, I am scared!

Maybe I should run? Maybe I should somehow end this relationship?
As you know, this is Fear talking.
Most of life, at least the parts that matter most, involve a very important decision we must make-- Which prevails? Fear or Love?
That said, I fully believe you have the courage to allow Love to prevail.
Follow your heart!